Hi everyone. Hope you all had a wonderful weekend. You are all probably wondering what's up with the title of this entry. Truth is, I am really depressed. Depressed to the point that I want to sob up many tears but I am holding it in which is making it worse. Long story short: I might have lost something precious to me. I ask of everyone not to ask me what happened, I don't want to talk about it right now. As for everything else, Yami came over to my house as I have mentioned and I had a blast. I always do. I keep dealing with family drama and I am getting tired of it. It was not affecting me but now it is more than ever. My mom keeps complaining to me about my brother's girlfriend and what not. I'll just block that out of my mind. I also got two damn tests coming up this Tuesday- Music and Math. I have to really study to pass since the semester is ending really soon. I cannot think of anything else to write, my head is so messed up right now. All I know is that, I'll show a smile with my family. A fake smile of sadness. In school, I might be emotionless just like I was when it came to the breakup from my ex-bf Ray if you all recall from March of this year. An expression of sadness with no tone in the voice. The laughter and smiles will be gone for a bit. I don't know how I will hide this from my friends from college since they might notice something is wrong with me right away. Well, I'll see you guys later I guess. Sorry for ranting too much and wasting your time...

All My Pallies -

Yeah I made that word up to plural pals hehe

Yami-One of my good buddies, love and hate thing, haha

Yami's aibou- She is a nice & good person.I just need to know her more

My really good pal Shadow! This girl is so awesome!

CHARLY! Another best friend of mine. Love her so much, she is like a sister to me.

Chaos Dj- A new friend I made and who knows my brother haha funny. He is pretty cool =]